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happy valentines day! wehee. love is on the air. so for my feb14 post. i made this poem out of nothing. ahehe. i hope you like it..


IYQYQR



I like you...

I like the way you make me laugh..
I like how you dry the tears in my eyes..
I like how gentle you touch my hands..
I like the calmness of your voice when you speak..

I like you...

I like it when you stare as though there's no one but me..
I like how kind you are to me..
I like how you whisper sweet words in my ears..
I like how heavenly you make me feel..

I like you...

I like how you snore at night..
I like how you sing out of tune..
I like the imperfections you have..
I like the littlest things about you..

I like you...

I like you for who you are..
I like you because you are YOU..
certainly..
I like you like you are.


♥

at siyempre naman dahil vday ngayon.. libreng chocolates para sa lahat.. ahehe.






inkdrop: i had fun today. salamat ise, cye, matet, sam, angie and nico. i had really no plans of going out today. kaya salamat naman at naisipan niyong magcelebrate ng valentines sa house ko. ahahay. nothing beats real friendship. salamat sam sa chocolate cake at matet [at kay david] sa ferrero rocher. kay mama sa prinitong kamote at iced tea. lol. i really enjoyed the whole afternoon with you guys.. hay, i hope our friendship will last til forever. i love you laopos..

waha!

aww. nakarating na sa chocolate palace ko ang tag na inumpisahan ni LordCM. xie xie punky sa pag tag sakin. kaya eto na sigaw ko!!


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malapit na ang result ng board!!!!!!

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unexplainable kaba at anxiety na ang nafefeel ko....

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ahahay. tsk. parang mas kinabahan ata ako after sumigaw ah. ahehe.

deep breathing muna ako..

hithit buga.. hithit buga.. ahaha. ayan kalmado na.



sige. dahil dyan e gusto ko rin ipasa ang sigaw kina tsantsararan..

manoy hidden, kuting, vanvan, aisa, at superG (na palagi kong sinisigawan everyday).. xiempre grumaduate na dito si kuya marco at si pogi dahil mas nauna na sila kesa sa tag. [salamat sa kanila at naisipan ng mga taong sumigaw] instructions: yung original na galing kay LordCM, sigaw para sa valentines, pero pwede rin namang sumigaw ng kahit anong gusto niyong isigaw. okies. ahehe. thanksmuch!!♥

just jhosel.

hmm. madaming mga post tungkol sa soul searching, self-worth at identity akong nababasa ngayon ah. pero di na ako makikisakay dun. matagal ko na kasing pinag-isipan kong bakit ako nabubuhay. haha. salamat sa philosophy teacher namin nung college. pinaggawa ba naman kami ng 5-page, long-sized, single-spaced "Why Do I Exist" paper?! so ayun, nagkapilipilipit ang utak ko sa kakaisip ng aking self-worth at identity. pero salamat naman kay sir at narealize ko na kahit parang isang kuto lang ako sa mundong ito, meron din naman pala akong 'worth' kahit papano. kagaya mo at nating lahat. anyway, tama na. wala namang koneksyon yun sa gusto kong ipost ngayon. ahehe.

eto ang gusto kong ipost. 25 random things [facts, trivias, truths] about me. bakit? wala lang. gusto ko lang ishare. masaya gumawa eh. ahehe. gawa ka rin kung gusto mo.

1. i love blue. i collect anything na color blue. shirts, bags, anything basta blue.

2. i like watching chinese, korean, japanese dramas/movies. pati na rin songs. right now im so into S.H.E. at Fei Lun Hai, taiwanese girl-group at boy band respectively. im even learning mandarin online paminsan minsan.

3. when i was a kid, gusto ko maging pediatrician. pero nung lumaki na ako at narealize na walang budget pam-medicine, nag nursing nalang ako. pareho din naman nasa hospital e. haha.

4. ang soft ng bones ko sa fingers. di ko kayang i-straight ang little finger ko. seryoso. kahit gano ko man itry kusa siyang nagbebend. ahaha. parang yung sa mga contortionist na kaya ibend ang hands ng hindi nababalian. kaya nung grade 6 nang maging girl scout leader ako. tumatawa yung mga nakakapansin pag nagsasalute ako. ang weird nga e. ahaha.

5. i was the associate editor sa school publication nung elementary at editor-in-chief nung highschool pero i failed the qualifying exam ng school pub nung college. [i took it when i was in 1st yr, and never tried again after. haha. bitter!]

6. i value friendship alot. as in. i treasure them ng sobra sobra. my bestfriends since elem are still in contact with me to date. the longest is 20 years. hehe. we were friends since we're 2.

7. i can eat 3-4 full rice in one meal. hehe. matakaw talaga ako. pero im watching my carbs now kasi lumalaki na. i was skinny eversince, but after graduation, from 46 kilos last march, ngayon im 51 na and still counting. haha.

8. 25 pesos a day lang ang baon ko nung college. minsan nga 20 lang. and that was from 2004-2008. ahehe. kasi naman super lapit ng bahay namin sa school. pero since love ako ng lahat, binibigyan ako ng lolo't lola or ng tita ko ng money-ing pambaon paminsan minsan. saka good girl naman ako, school at house lang ako. ahaha. tho lumalabas din minsan. haha.

9. pag gabing gabi na at wala pa ako sa bahay. magtetext si papa ng BUZZ. ibig sabihin, time ko na para umuwi, or else patay ako. hehe.

10. im the first grandchild to graduate college sa both father and mother side. kaya binigyan nila ako ng bonggang bonggang party.

11. mahilig ako mag gay talk. churva lang. trip-trip lang namin ng aking friends.

13. 3 times ako nag run for the student government nung college. i won and became the secretary sa third try. haha. yung previous kasi, ang lakas ng loob ko kalabanin yung mga way ahead sakin. haha. but giving up is not in my vocabulary. naks! haha.

14. i hate people who smoke.

15. i love kids. i often play with my cousins. ang saya kasi nilang kausap. they're so innocent kasi.

16. i dont know any sport nor play any musical instrument. mahilig lang ako manood at makinig.

17. im emotional. madali akong umiyak. makita lang kita umiyak, iiyak na din ako. pero madali din naman akong mapatawa. baliw in short. ahaha.

18. yung just jhosel. na-coin ko during our first day sa EPP. we have to think of an adjective na starts with the same letter as our first name. dati dati ang gamit ko jolly or juvenile. pero that time ang dami naming J. at naunahan ako. so bigla lang pumasok yung just. just as in fair. kaya just jhosel. pero later dito sa blog ginawa ko ang tag na just me and my crazy mind.

19. i got an 81 during college. disqualifying me to be a cum laude. may cut-off kasi sa school namin. kahit umabot yung GPA ko. dapat no grade below 83. iniyakan ko yun ng grabe because before that my lowest was 88. nawala lahat ng pinagpaguran ko. kaya naman my frustrations reflected sa grade ko the succeeding semester. tho di na ako uli nagka below 83. nabawasan yung drive ko to push myself harder.

20. i love eating maaasims. hilaw na mangga. dalanghita, kalamansi - yea. i eat kalamansi. hehe. suka. ahaha.

21. i joined in a beauty contest nung 4 years old ako. i won 3rd runner up. til now nakatago pa yung trophy ko. ahehe.

22. i am sentimental. i keep things na memorable sa akin. kahit nga yung box ng chocolate cake na binigay sakin ng friends ko during my birthday, tinago ko. ahehe. i have what i call 'treasure box' dun ko tinatago lahat. letters, candy wrapper, tissue paper, coin, IDs, at kung anu-ano pang basura sa iba pero treasure sa akin.

23. i applied for Ayala Young Leader's Congress, i only got until the panel interviews with Ayala executives pero it was a memorable experience. ang ganda ng Ayala tower at ang gara ng hotel room na prinepare nila for us. at nakasabay namin sa elevator si JZA (jaime zobel de ayala). ang saya ko nun. feeling sosyal. ahaha.

24. i want to travel the world. be in places na sa tv at internet ko lang nakikita.

25. simpleng tao lang ako. puno ng pangarap na sana in time matupad. pagsisikapan ko. pero mahal ko ang sarili ko. siyempre naman. ahehe.


ayun. just me and my crazy mind..
:)


inkdrop: tinag pala ako nito ni vanvan, kea lang nauna na yung post ko. ahehe. pero anyway, di ko na ipapasa, almost the same naman ang blogroll list namin e. pero kung gusto nio gumawa, gogogo! its 25 random things about you. facts, trivias or anything na tunkol sainyo. okie. god bless!♥

TAGUBILIN AT HABILIN

grabe. starstrucked pa din ako til now. kagabi ko lang napansin. may bago palang comment sa post ko na "a must see". nagiisang comment lamang sa post na yun. at nanggaling pa kay Ka Pete! Pete Lacaba! ang saya saya ko na bumisita siya sa blog ko. isang honor eto sa akin. si Pete Lacaba, na isa sa mga hinahanggaan kong manunulat. isang mahusay na journalist, poet at screenwriter. isang taong puno ng idealismo at karunungan. grabe talaga. kaya ngayon sa post kong ito, gusto kong ibahagi ang isang tula niyang gustung gusto ko. at sana'y magustuhan niyo rin.

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TAGUBILIN AT HABILIN
Ni Jose F. Lacaba

Mabuhay ka, kaibigan!
Mabuhay ka!
Iyan ang una't huli kong
Tagubilin at habilin:
Mabuhay ka!

Sa edad kong ito, marami akong maibibigay na payo.
Mayaman ako sa payo.

Maghugas ka ng kamay bago kumain.
Maghugas ka ng kamay pagkatapos kumain.
Pero huwag kang maghuhugas ng kamay para lang makaiwas sa sisi.
Huwag kang maghuhugas ng kamay kung may inaapi
Na kaya mong tulungan.

Paupuin sa bus ang matatanda at ang mga may kalong na sanggol.
Magpasalamat sa nagmamagandang-loob.
Matuto sa karanasan ng matatanda
Pero huwag magpatali sa kaisipang makaluma.

Huwag piliting matulog kung ayaw kang dalawin ng antok.
Huwag pag-aksayahan ng panahon ang walang utang na loob.
Huwag makipagtalo sa bobo at baka ka mapagkamalang bobo.
Huwag bubulong-bulong sa mga panahong kailangang sumigaw.

Huwag kang manalig sa bulung-bulungan.
Huwag kang papatay-patay sa ilalim ng pabitin.
Huwag kang tutulog-tulog sa pansitan.

Umawit ka kung nag-iisa sa banyo.
Umawit ka sa piling ng barkada.
Umawit ka kung nalulungkot.
Umawit ka kung masaya.

Ingat lang.

Huwag kang aawit ng “My Way” sa videoke bar at baka ka mabaril.
Huwag kang magsindi ng sigarilyo sa gasolinahan.
Dahan-dahan sa matatarik na landas.
Dahan-dahan sa malulubak na daan.

Higit sa lahat, inuulit ko:

Mabuhay ka, kaibigan!
Mabuhay ka!
Iyan ang una't huli kong
Tagubilin at habilin:
Mabuhay ka!

Maraming bagay sa mundo na nakakadismaya.
Mabuhay ka.
Maraming problema ang mundo na wala na yatang lunas.
Mabuhay ka.

Sa hirap ng panahon, sa harap ng kabiguan,
Kung minsan ay gusto mo nang mamatay.
Gusto mong maglaslas ng pulso kung sawi sa pag-ibig.
Gusto mong uminom ng lason kung wala nang makain.
Gusto mong magbigti kung napakabigat ng mga pasanin.
Gusto mong pasabugin ang bungo mo kung maraming gumugulo sa utak.

Huwag kang patatalo. Huwag kang susuko.

Narinig mo ang sinasabi ng awitin:
“Gising at magbangon sa pagkagupiling,
Sa pagkakatulog na lubhang mahimbing.”
Gumising ka kung hinaharana ka ng pag-ibig.
Bumangon ka kung nananawagan ang kapuspalad.

Ang sabi ng iba: “Ang matapang ay walang-takot lumaban.”
Ang sabi ko naman: Ang tunay na matapang ay lumalaban
Kahit natatakot.

Lumaban ka kung inginungodngod ang nguso mo sa putik.
Bumalikwas ka kung tinatapak-tapakan ka.
Buong-tapang mong ipaglaban ang iyong mga prinsipyo
Kahit hindi ka sigurado na agad-agad kang mananalo.

Mabuhay ka, kaibigan!
Mabuhay ka!
Iyan ang una't huli kong
Tagubilin at habilin:
Mabuhay ka!

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madami pa siyang gawa. i check nio ang blog ni Ka Pete. madami pa dun. ahahay. im super happy. salamat po Ka Pete!

laro tayo!

wehee. laro tayo. sige na.. ahehe. maganda to. pang-stimulate ng mind. tawag dito ay wordles. simple lang, kelangan nio lang hulaan kung ano gusto sabihin ng bawat number.

eto halimbawa:

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READ
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answer: read between the lines

ano game ka na? here goes..

1)
T
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C
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2)
INITIA_

3)
1. GLANCE
2.
3. GLANCE

4)
a.CU m.

5)
DO12''OR

6)
1 3 5 7 9 11
vs
YOU

7)
ALL world

8)
zero
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B.S., M.A.

9)
going
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waha. yan lang. hula ka na. tingnan natin ilan makukuha mo.. :)

The One That Got Away

am not feeling good and i cant make a good post either (dang this headache!) so this is a repost. i actually posted this already way back but i deleted it. so now, since the time is so apt, i want to share this again (but this time it wont get deleted. ahehe)

this was an article i heard from John in EPP... it speaks of a certain love scenario that many of us might have been into already.

here goes..
The One That Got Away
In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people.
Ones with whom you shared something special,
ones who will always mean something. There's
the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with... and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that
person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone,
finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie
merely in the other person. I can actually argue
that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part,
has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do
with you being ready to settle down and commit to
someone in a way that goes beyond the little
niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even
realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in
that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're
with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become
big unconsequentials become dealbreakers
simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's
not that you and the person you're with are no
good it's just that it's not yet right, and little things
become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you're ready. You really are. And
when this happens you'll be
ready to settle down with someone. He or she
may not be the most perfect, they might not be the
brightest star of romance to ever have burned in
your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll
work because it's the right time and you'll make it
work. And it'll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you're finally making
sense of things, and you find
yourself to be a different person. Things are
different, your approach is different, you finally
understand who you are and what you want, and
you've become ready because the time has truly
arrived. And mind you, there's no telling when this
day will come. Hopefully you're single but you
could be in a long-term relationship, you could be
married with three kids, it doesn't matter. All you
know is that you've changed, and for some
reason, the one that got away, is the first person
you think about.

You'll think about them because you'll
wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll
wonder, "What if we were together now, with me
as I am and not as I was?"

That's what the one that got away is. The
biggest "What if?" you'll have in
your life.

If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact
that the one that got
away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy
tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to
the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough
to realize that you're already with the one you're
with and this is just another test of your
commitment, one which will just strengthen your
marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think
about him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's
never nice to live with a "might have been," but it
happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who's
already married. In which case it's the same thing.
You just have to accept and know that your
memories of that person will probably bring a nice
little smile to your lips in the future when you're old
and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it's different.
What do you do if it's
not yet too late?

Simple...find him, find her. Because the very
existence of a "one that got
away" means that you'll always wonder, what if
you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it
doesn't matter if you've
dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be
surprised, you just might be "the one that got
away" as well for the person who is your "the one
that got away."

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't
make a difference. If the
timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place
somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be a
great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to
someone,

"Hey you, you're the one that ALMOST got away."

inkdrop:
i dunno. but the most important thing for me is love itself. there would be no problem when the right time comes and youre both still single and you're still in love. but what if that time comes - when you're finally ready - you already fall out of love? hay. love has many complexities, and that makes love beautiful.
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